have you ever

just felt so worn out?

from trying to keep things together.

then them finally seeming right again

then all of a sudden its like you have to be pulling for it to be right again

today wouldve been a special day.

i just dont see why things cant be normal again

at least between me and you

i know you cant have certain people knowing

and i know things or reationships with some people close to you may be bad right now

and things might be hell

but why can me and you make that commitment again?

just between us. i dont if no one knows.

the thing is, i wanna know it.

blah "/

the the dead said...

"i need a miracle everyday.. some kind of miracle"

risen from the dead

oh my my how i have been neglecting my sweet blog. I hope it can forgive me

well holy fucking shit.

where to start?

its been so long

well i got my GED

moved to raonoke....

then moved back

looking for a place of my own in the 434 now.

have an AMAZING girlfriend, kacie :)

fucked up alot in the past three months.

but now shit is RIGHT where it should be

got rid of some people in my life

letting some better, new people in

my lifestyle has changed a little

i spend most of my time with my girlfriend

actually, most all of my time.

we are happy. she is awesome

summer has been awesome so far

i cant wait to spend all my days with my favorite girl

Ps i really miss all my theatre friends

my best friend since i was 10 is now graduating high school, wow.

what the fux. haha

Things are going very well.

i'll catch up more later.

now, off to read The Bermudez Triangle some more :)

night folks!